blackbird02

apparently I'm gonna be stuck on this creative block forever, hope my new drawings won't suck as much, and I hope I can upload more new photographs soon, depends if I get a good model or not Anyway, maybe I'll just dedicate myself to photography for a while, but I feel that'll affect my practice in drawing, dunno I'm kinda lost now.. meh haha

artist block... it feels like forever... can't do anything,

So this weekend, I went on vacation to Veracruz.. and it was quite a long weekend, I usually went on vacation there to visit my grandpa, and now that he's gone, I felt like I had no reason to be there... It felt so horrible, my mom got sad too, it was all quite a depressing picture... I don't know, I mean... he's been gone for almost one year.. but only now is when I actually realized.. he's is ACTUALLY GONE.. and I'll never see him again.. it hit me real hard... I still feel kinda sad.. but what can I do.. "And even though you're gone, you still mean the world to me..." love you grandpa... <3 wherever you are.. I feel you here with